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Thursday, October 16
Can anybody help me? D: Even the god, please, Today was a bad beginning. Yeah, im sick, i should be happy cause I does not need to go to school. But, it was the worst and definitely wrong move for me. If I wouldn't be sick, if I'm not afraid of spot check. If I'm not lazy, if I'm not scared. If I'm not busybody, if I hadn't wake up so early, if I do not have such fucking parents, if I hadn't know them, I wouldn't be so fuckup. Yeah, I had regretted not to go to school. If I had gone to school, I wouldn't break promise, sms someone I should not sms to, pangseh someone esle, I would not have to miss any fun, joy, laughter. All because I'm sick, and I'm damn angry about it. If my sister hadn't be so weak, keep getting ill, I will not be 'polluted' by her. Holy fuck! I have been deciding what to do next, later, after that. I'm damn sorry about breaking promises. It has been the many time that I had broke your promise. Terribly sorry. If my parents hadn't make any appointment for me today, I shall by right reach school, happily enjoying myself. If im not afraid of my parents, if my parent aren't so 'caring' about me, I I had been deciding about, 1) go to school to support the interclass game, so i won't break promise, but, how shall i tell my mum about it? How to break free from my father's gripping. How to persuade my father to let me out. How to cancel the appointment made by my father. 2) Went to CWP, meet her, than go to school, so i won't break promise and will not pangseh too. But, what excuse i had to use. I feel like killing my mum. Can't she give me a break. Ohh fuck! Do anything also say for my own good. I know what is right, what is wrong. Can't i have my own little freedom? FUCK! |